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Here’s a Big Fat Digest

// August 12th, 2008 // 1 Comment » // Brain dumps, Creativity, Tech, Web, Writing

Okay, here’s a summary post to cover a bunch of different crap.  Turns out I’m very busy lately, and there have been some changes that will probably impact my normal blog posting routine.  I know… you’re heartbroken.  Now, I’m fully aware that I have no routine as it is, but I aspire to, and those aspirations are being interrupted somewhat.

So, the first big news is that I am now blogging “professionally” for .eduGuru, which is a web technology development blog sorta thing for higher education.  That means things that I used to talk about here will probably get diverted there.  Now, generic web stuff I’ll still post here, as well as things like dotCMS guides and my personal stuff will be here, so don’t panic or anything.  If anything, it means stuff around here will be less dry, and I’ll get to tickle your funny bone more.  And believe it or not, my first post is already up at .eduGuru.  I invite you to go read it, of course.  Here’s a snippet:

Is Hosted Search Really Ready for Prime Time?
Google Mini Summon Ninja ButtonIn my years that I’ve now spent in higher education, one universal truth I have found is that nothing quite moves a project along like when someone much more important and much less web savvy than you deems an issue worth addressing.  Such was the case only a couple months after I had started at the university, when the Director of Marketing noticed that new information she had put up on the site wasn’t coming up in search results, and the results that were hitting weren’t particularly relevant to the topic in the first place.  Thus, a mission was born, to find a way to make our search better, and to do it NOW.  That’s the other thing about people higher up than you, when they say jump, generally you jump…
[read the rest of this at .eduGuru]

Naturally, that will probably appeal to all two of you.  Something more interesting, however, is that I have a new play idea I am currently researching.  It’s the sort of thing that I feel has the potential to be great, too.  I just got the memoirs of the chap that’s at the heart of the story that I finally tracked down on interlibrary loan (I only found one copy for sale online, and it was over $200).  I have one other book that I need to track down a copy of as well.  Hopefully it will be everything I expect.  I will give you more information once I have a better idea of if it will pan out the way I hope it will.  Research must come first though.

I relaunched Penpedia tonight.  I decided Drupal was a little too robust for my needs, and I don’t have time to learn it to a degree to really leverage its power well.  I’m like a monkey with a jackhammer when it comes to Drupal.  Wordpress, on the other hand, I know inside and out, so I switched to that for the new system.  I was lazy and did not design the theme, though I plan on doing some work to customize it a little in the near future.  So if you’re a fountain pen person, go give the new site a look-see.

Brandon showed me a cool site the other day I’d like to share.  It’s an online stock trading game called UpDown.com.  Basically, it’s a total nerd type game.  Think fantasy football, only with stocks (but I have a fantasy football league going too).  You start with a million bucks, and see how well you can play the market.  This sounds stupid, only it isn’t.  For one, it’s actually kinda cool, because you really are fighting the system, and you have limited time to do it (the stock market isn’t open 24 hours a day after all).  Plus, it can help you get an idea of how to play the market, should you want to do it for real later, so it’s great practice, especially for you kiddos out there who actually understand the only way you will survive retirement is to have your own money.  So go check it out.

Help me be successful

// February 27th, 2008 // No Comments » // Creativity, Writing

Well, sound for Marisol is pretty well done.  Got some polishing, but all the hardcore mixing is pretty well done.  All that’s really left is just the last week and a half of rehearsals and shows before I can officially be evening responsibility free.

I also got a little of my voice back tonight.  I can get out full sentences and have them be understandable anyway.  I’d say it’s at 40%, which is better than this morning, when my voice was maybe 15%.  It has not been fun.  Hmm…I should make some tea when I get home.

Steve came up for an interesting idea for us that I’m planning on starting once this play is over.  Our group of friends are each going to throw $10 or so into a pot.  Then we take a theme, in this case horror in a modern workplace, and write a short story in less than 2,000 words.  We then read each other’s stories, score them based on certain criteria (no name on them, so in theory we can’t bias a score, and we don’t score our own), and top score wins the pot.  Interesting, no?

So, I am tossing it out to my bloggy friends to throw out ideas for plots or places and such that I might use to build a story off of.  Suggest anything that fits that theme: horror in a modern workplace.  It’s not that I’m uncreative, I actually have an idea in the works possibly, but why waste a potentially valuable resource like you, right?  Naturally I’ll share once the contest is over.

Show and Tell

// February 19th, 2006 // No Comments » // Creativity, Writing

Yeah, so I know this isn’t my typical fashion. But I saw a friend of mine do a poetry reading yesterday and I thought I’d pull some of my old stuff out of the woodwork. It’s not very good, and I’m by no means a trained writer, but what the fuck? Why write it if you don’t want people to read it. This is pretty much the body of my poetry writing, and I doubt anything will ever be added to it at this point. Poetry’s just not really my strong suit (then again, what is?). Oh yeah, since I copy and pasted some of these off Poetry.com it looks like you’ll get to learn my middle name. Yes, I really am too lazy to delete it out.


Progression

The dust in place rolls off my tongue
I hear the voices telling me not to run away
But the dirt in my nails says how far can I get this time?
I will find the way for souls in life to stay
And passages of life on mantels are hung.

The control entirely is up to you
As we swallow bittersweet fear, a symphony
As life is given up to the chance at the toss of a dime.
There is no light crawling in the dark honey
Where hope is a distant cry, who?

But tell me what am I supposed to do
Because the decisions are tearing me up inside
And I no longer have the strength to go on in this land
Running in shadows looking for places to hide
Understand the pain I am going through

I see clearly for the first time in life
A path as worn as any road built by man
I know I must stay and complete the task at hand
Yes, my bones break and my skin will tan
But I will not fall before fear’s knife.

Michael Phillip Fienen

Copyright 2006 Michael Phillip Fienen


The Dragons

Dragons fly in on night’s wings
Curious of what tricks the jokester holds,
Fairies and pixies dance and sing
While dwarves and elves hear stories told.

Ah, when life was grand and full of spice
And the World was magic, new, and fun,
There was a land so pure and so nice
That you felt strong, solitary, one.

You are the dwarf, the pixie, the elf.
By might and mind you change yourself.
For the vampyres work while others dance and sing
When Dragons fly in on night’s wings.
For the vampyres have no use for worldly things.
When Dragons fly in on night’s wings.

Michael Phillip Fienen

Copyright 2006 Michael Phillip Fienen


“The Tower Chronicles”

Note from the author: This is a series of poems inspired by the set of books written by Stephen King known as the Dark Tower. They should not be considered fanfiction, because they are only inspired by it, not based on it. This is part of an ongoing set of poems which will eventually tell an entire story but is, as yet, unfinished. Each poem remains untitled, and is unto itself it’s own entity, but together each gives elements to the others.

Old Charley McDaniels stood on the brown dirt way
Lined each side by a sea of roses, perfect and brilliant red.
Before him, miles distant, a Tower in eternity does stay,
Brown the path, crimson the roses, blue the sky overhead.
Like some twisted parody of Pisa, a sick, diseased black
Spills from Tower to the soil in waves like bleak volcanic sand.
As Ol’ Charley makes pace, Oh! how the Earth wishes him back
Dirt shakes, twists, roses cry, chorus comes from death’s band.
Beauty corrupted, ghosts and daemons only sustain the Tower
That is trapped within the Peace of a thorny prison of roses.
Ol’ Charley knows not why he’s here, summoned by some power.
Only that he is pushed to answer some secret question fate poses.
So he opened the tower, and pure evil, black magic he eyed.
And in that moment, good Old Charley McDaniels died.

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What is it said?
Fear in the dust,
Sand in the hand,
Eyes that are red?

Run in the red.
Skip in the brown.
Love that is blue.
Black is the bed.

Tower’s the bed,
Evil its stone.
Stay back from the door
Or else you are dead.

Everyone’s dead,
Can’t outrun time.
Go into the light,
It’s all in your head.

Curse your dumb head.
It all isn’t true.
Tower’s the door.
Shoes are of lead.

Shoes made of lead,
Dust in your hand,
Red eyes look at you,
The Tower’s your bed.

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The Tower has never been real,
Sides of dark stone not of steel.
But it’s all metaphor
When you open its door,
And Death takes you in for a meal.

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Time flashes for one moment and
Only Charley McDaniel’s eyes see
What his life was spread before him.
Ending in a red rose field, he is
Ripped through a black doorway.

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In the Tower we rot.
In Its chambers we rot.
w w w w w w w
e e e e e e e
r r r r r r r
o o o o o o o
t t t t t t t
In the Tower we rot.

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One is so far, and the other so near;
siege the castle
One brings you hope, the other breeds fear.
siege the castle
Its forces grow strong and increase in number,
siege the castle
But Ol’ Charlie McDaniels is just a plumber.
siege the castle
Dreamy voices at night whisper and mumble
While the walls of the castle whisper and crumble.
And Charlie, Good Charlie hears in his sleep
Though visions of Towers force him to weep.
siege the castle
Ol’ Charlie the Pure and McDaniels the Brave
Only knows that he has a castle to save.
His instinct is true, his heart tells him right,
That he has to save the Castle tonight!
Stop the Tower.

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Green, golden, flowing
grass at its base.
Warm suns are shining
down on his face.

Black fear is creeping
into its place,
killing him sweetly
with his disgrace.

Vampyres look on
with toothy smile.
The Dark imps look on
waiting the mile.
The Dragons look on
lined single file,
and fear has now seized him
dead in the aisle.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
How scared will you be
when Death looks at you?


Finally

By Michael Fienen
Note from the author: I am proud to announce that this poem is being published in an issue of the magazine Agerai. Yay me!

And I’m finally leaving town again,
Driving with the wind in my hair.
I am going back to
The place where I belong.

And I have tried the paper and pen,
Writing words but you don’t care.
No matter what I do,
It still comes out wrong.

You said that I scored a perfect ten.
I heard you say we were a pair.
But I need someone who
Can make me feel strong.

Now I’m finally leaving town again,
Riding with the wind in my hair.
So I look back at you,
And knew all along.

2001 Michael Fienen


Darkness

O Darkness, thou art as sweet salt to a wound,
And I dost hate. Millions of times do I say
That all things end, all post pay.
Whether it be life swooned,
Whether it be chord untuned,
Whether it be night from day,
Nothing stays static, still it won’t stay.
From the time of our first, Death us doomed.
Hark! that all things end, we are aware.
From the alter we build, green deeds made skill
Mold us, prepare us to be of Earth’s caches,
All of which dwindle, but nix without a Star’s care.
We are the pawns of nature, you and I, taken still.
Life is dust to dust, ashes to ashes.

Michael Phillip Fienen

Copyright 2001 Michael Fienen